I'm even more emotionally volatile lately.. Seriously, this has got to stop. =__=;; It's bad for my heart and my sanity kl;dkfnal;fh;f =______=
Yeah so I'm here pretty much to rant again. I change venues every once in a while. XP
anyway yeah. so not cool. the triggers are getting more and more ridiculously shallow, in the sense that normally I would not be such a bumbling mess who couldn't control raw feelings. granted, i feel intensely anyway, usually, but this... this is just ridiculous, okay. it's to the point of a moment of sentimentality => about to cry (literally) and i'm just like. :| really? REALLY?? obviously something is wrong. =__= i'll be getting help, though, no worries. appointments and shiz, i guess the clinic has a full sched or something, but the first one will be tomorrow and UGH I JUST WANT TO BE WELL AGAIN. /whine whine whine
i think it's even worse that it only happens when i'm alone, and that when i'm with people, the stronger 'effects' disappear, so when i try to explain it, i either sound like nothing's wrong with me and it seems like i'm lying. idk. idk man. =____=
/WHINE WHINE WHINE
Do what you have to do. This isn't whining, it's helping yourself cope. We will talk about this more in person. See you soon.
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