GRIPZ CHIPS DELUXE

FUCK I'M HUNGRY ;A;

Went to the movies tonight without eating dinner and then came back and still didn't eat dinner. It is just me and my stupidity T___T

Saw Horrible Bosses. It was ok. Problematic (as usual) but ok. There're some funny parts.

Come to think of it, as AWESOME (!!!!!!!!!!111!!!111ELEVENTYONE) as Captain America was (is), it was still kind of problematic. It was a LOT less problematic than Horrible Bosses, but still. It was also a bit problematic.

Creep, why do you keep saying the word problematic

WELL YOU SEE, IT'S THIS TERM....

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No, you know, I'm not really in the mood to explain. I'm a bit drained from not enjoying the movie because I can see the problematic shit that other people who don't really know what to look for will just happily pass over. 

...Also because that thought is depressing.

Creep, why is it depressing

Because.

You know it'll be cool if everyone cared enough to be informed, or at the very least, if most people in charge, and in charge of keeping everyone informed, actually CARED, but I guess that's why we need social justice classes and departments and movements and groups and unions and stuff.

Again, that thought is as depressing as it is heartening.

...So I guess it kinda balances itself out...? xD

 Is it bad that sometimes I just don't want to do or care about anything anymore and just hide in a quiet, interesting corner of the world, reading endless amazing stuff and manga, and subsisting on my chocolate, peacefully? More importantly -- guilt-free?

...I'm just gonna be over here eating my Gripz and reading my manga kthxbai.

SPAGHETTI!!!

LMAO. LMAO-- ok. :|

I haven't eaten anything chocolate today -- GASP! -- and since Filipino spaghetti sauce is pretty sweet (not sweet to the point of diabetes, but sweeter than its (admittedly more sour, IMO) Western counterpart) then it's gonna be there.

...You know why don't I just make it whatever sweet I eat for the day. Makes things easier. I can't have chocolate on me at all times though I probably should... 

ANYWAY

Yeah, so, these are your options, Ash. XD      

So I was commenting on Ashwee's blog, and this came up. I had to take a screencap of it, and I was thinking of posting it on fb, but I decided to post it on here instead, so this blog actually has some quality content in it. Besides, we all need comic relief once in a while. :D

Will watch Horrible Bosses with my uncle. SEE YA

Godiva

I've decided that whatever chocolate I ate for the day whenever I post up a new entry will be the title post of said entry. ^^

Ah, suddenly I have a ton of things to say that I'd like to post up here. xD But I'd have to pick and choose.

(goddamn, pressing enter for a new paragraph in this blog-writing-layout-thing is a huge fucking PAIN am I the only one experiencing this???)

For instance, I like to be honest. I really do. I don't mean I haven't told a single lie in my life (because that in itself would be lying). I just mean, I like being honest and open. It calls for less complications, and it's less stressful.

The catch, as I suppose you could call it, is that while I like being honest and open, I also like a space that is only for myself for when I'd have enough of the world and would like a short reprieve. And that includes anyone that I remotely like; even if I absolutely love you, when I get in those moods, I would like a break from your presence. xD I would come back eventually, but leave me alone for that while. (Whenever that happens, think about the song Leave Me Alone (I'm Lonely) by Pink.)

And so, because of this, I like to choose what I lay out in the open. Doesn't mean every other thing that comes out of my mouth is a lie. It means that whatever I'm comfortable divulging, I will divulge, sometimes to the point of TMI, but whatever I'd like to keep to myself, I keep quiet about -- and if you ask me about it, I would either tell you outright that I don't want to tell it to anyone, shrug and change the subject, or just continue to keep quiet (I know this is annoying, I do; but still I do it xD).

So you know, I guess I'm really not that open. xD; I choose what to be honest about to people; usually if I think it'll offend them, or if I think they wouldn't like it, wouldn't approve, or is detrimental to their religious belief, I'd keep quiet and won't tell them. It saves me from lying, and saves me from having to tell the truth.

This also doesn't mean that I don't trust my closest friends or my family. ...Or I guess it does, to an extent. This is why I'm a suspicious bitch. XD

And sooooo, even if this is a blog where I can put whatever I want on here, I don't feel comfortable putting everything. Even if I'm aching to rant, if I think it's too personal, I probably won't. I'll probably do it elsewhere. In code. Where no one would ever set their eyes on it.

Hell, I have three other blogs, and I don't put everything on there either. I guess the only one where I put almost everything on is tumblr and eljay. Sometimes, though, I still don't, because I feel self-conscious. XD I would probably even delete this post in the future, if I think I got too open about it. But for now this stays, because I need to sort out some issues and I really wanted to rant. XP

MEEEEEHHHHHHH

So this is my first post! Hello Whoever-You-Are-Who-Managed-To-Stumble-In-Here. :D


I'm sleepy.

No, I really am. I want to sleep. I feel tired. Which is weird, because I really didn't do much today. But I guess sitting in front of a computer all day is akin to driving. Your butt is on stand-still on a surface, you're not really moving, but it somehow requires your concentration, requires you awake, makes your arms tired, and drains you of energy.

(ohai, analogies)

 Hey, Creep, why doesn't your post make any sense

Well to be honest I am writing at least one post because of A Friend who's been poking me to update my blogspot so she can creep on me.

Oh, I had Cadbury chocolate today. 'Twas good. :3

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....Ok that's all. 

Magandang gabi ~